Waiting.

Why?

Why?

Why?

I understand the constant questioning. It's natural to seek answers and find comfort in understanding. But sometimes, no matter how many times we ask why, it doesn't change the reality we're facing. Deep down, we know this.

During times of crisis, it's normal to feel desperate and overwhelmed. Our minds struggle to accept the changes and painful realities that have suddenly come upon us. We yearn for closure and answers to calm our minds and rest our hearts. We hope that by asking more questions, we'll find a different outcome.

But the truth is, we can't change what has already happened. We don't have that power. What we do have is the choice to accept and let go. Grief is a process, and it starts with acceptance. Each person's journey is different, and the length of time it takes varies for everyone.

Love can be difficult because it can bring about pain when we experience separation. However, I've learned that life goes on. We can choose to stop living for a long or short time, but ultimately, the choice is ours. The constant questioning makes it harder to let go, but behind the pain and loss, there are lessons to be learned and wisdom to be gained.

So instead of waiting for answers that may never come, trust the process. And most importantly, be kind to yourself. That's what I'm trying to do this time.

Goodnight, everyone.