The Trance
For the last three days, I have been in this state of mind or consciousness where I feel disconnected from the real timeline. I lost track of time, or felt withdrawn from the outside world, and just so intensely lived in this spaciousness of peace. I would have thoughts come visiting vividly, and then they would just disappear when I saw them. It was, and still is, a very nice place to live in the mind. I had my session, and the things my therapist shared with me were hitting a deeper level of consciousness. When I told her that my receptivity was very different today, she said, “Yes, I could feel it.” The mind was very sharp and clear. After a setback last week, and receiving so much love from the circle around me, the fear of falling into the dark place I was in before went away in only a day. Because I have changed. I am different. And the reassurance is no longer something that needs to be outsourced; it is coming from a deeper belief that this is the best for me, even if it ...
